Well, it is Saturday. Last night was hard too...Friday night we usually have pizza and watch a movie...we still had the movie.....
It is hard on the weekend. I am still eating at the same time so not to upset my rhythm. I know this will get easier as time goes on...but now it is hard. I walked in on the hubs buttering an English muffin....wow...smelled sooooo good.
I will do this....I am not stopping now. This is worth it....the only thing that would stop me is money. If my health insurance doesn't cover.....I don't think we can cover it. I do have some friends praying that the insurance will come through.
So for lunch, I had one of my favorite meals...bean and beef enchiladas. It is just spicy enough and gives me my Mexican fix.
One thing that is going through my brain is I am taking all this money that should be put toward Amy's horseback lessons. I got myself so unhealthy and so obese that I have to do this. So that is in my mind to stay with this and not go "out of the box" at all.
Maybe after a good loss of 60 pounds, I will change to the non doctor supervised one. I will save alot of money. I don't know.....I hate when stuff costs money....
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Don't be doing that Susan. Don't beat yourself up with guilt. The Lord will provide for horseback lessons if that is His will. Concentrate on your health. It's a priority and it HAS to be.
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